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Arccy Shroomie
Jun 23, 2022
In Poems
Everyone says I’m destined to be alone. ‘Love just isn’t for you’. Their label, I own. I believed these words for so many, many years. Some even forged the way I think or even feel. Now, my thoughts are tad bit more clear, but the doubts still linger, nursing my fear. Attention was never a need for me. I didn’t crave it like those around me did. How funny it must now be, to see, how desperate for the key to your glee I have been… What a sin. And oh, how wonderfully tragic it all is. Remembering how different I was back then, But what gives? I know it isn’t like me to be this emotional. But overlook my imperfections, dear love, it’s not notable. My heart beats only for these moments together. Although I must admit, writing has been a comfort when you were wherever. A myriad of stars line the sky tonight. so I write, a love verse to you. Lift the curse, so we too, can be eternal.
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Arccy Shroomie
Jun 23, 2022
In Short Stories
I loved you. So much, I forgot how much it aches to be so… empty. You ignited a fire inside me. Filled my heart with an overbearing yearning for belonging only you could fill. But now? Now you’re gone. I knew it would happen eventually. I knew from the moment I got into this life with you, that we could crash and I would burn. I knew how much it would hurt. Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be the same again. And sometimes I wonder…. if I ever want to. The truth is. I don’t even know who I was before I met you. I didn’t think anyone could love me. To be completely honest, I didn’t even love myself. Now I’m wondering if the high was worth the pain… if it was worth the emptiness you left behind. How dare you? Force me to taste the bitter goodbye on your lips. I want to hate you. More than anything. And I tell myself that I do. Cursing your name, distorting your image in my mind. But I can only lie to myself for so long. When all's well and done, and the stars fill the sky. I’m reminded just how much... ...I love you. And just how much, I always will.
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Arccy Shroomie
Jun 23, 2022
In Short Stories
I ran. Nothing else mattered but getting away to someplace else, someplace… safe. Everything around me was eclipsed, dawn barely breaking over the horizon as I ran through the meadow. Watered leaves, adorned with the droplets of dew, soaked my silk dress as I made my way across. Sticks and leaves crunched beneath my bare feet with every step I took. Keeping me company in the otherwise deathly quiet of the night. There was nothing left to do but run. Nothing else mattered. “DARA!” A loud scream took me by surprise and as I turned around to see who called, I fell, landing with a thud on the ground beneath me. Every sense momentarily dampened out before returning to me in a swarm as I attempted to pick myself up. Pressure built in my chest. The overbearing anxiety of having been followed making it progressively harder and harder to breathe, but I couldn’t focus on that right now. Wearily I began picking up the pace until I was running once again. No one would stop me from getting out. This time there were no mistakes.
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