Warning: Implied suicide
An entire epoch transcribed in her eyes, the land under her inspection, still as immutable as ever. Through her journey, she has saved countless lives, but lost just as many. Unsure whether she should continue wandering the barrenlands or stay in this valley, she knows that such a choice inches closer and closer. Through the river of time, she is a stone standing steadfast at the edge of a waterfall. Narrowly succumbing to her trauma was one experience she benefitted most from, whether she likes it or not. Calamities unfolded before her, the rise and fall of infinite civilisations etched into her memory unyieldingly. To her, all of this is nothing but stickers on a grand portrait. Yet, they portray a sort of innocence and cluelessness. She set off on this torturous journey alone, she will always return to the same place and see the same smiling faces. Oh, how she wished they didn't turn into screams of terror instead...
She couldn't save them.
A wanderers journey needs a destination. She's heading off to a faraway land she will never get to see. "All good things must come to an end."
Of course, how could she had forgotten the lesson so easily.
Lives slip through her fingertips, loved ones now nothing but a memory. She places the knife closer to her throat, just barely tracing it along her skin.
"Maybe, it wouldn't be so bad."