Everyone says
I’m destined to be alone.
‘Love just
isn’t for you’.
Their label, I own.
I believed these words
for so many, many years.
Some even forged
the way I think
or even
feel.
Now, my thoughts
are tad bit more clear,
but the doubts still linger,
nursing my fear.
Attention
was never a need
for me.
I didn’t crave it
like those around me did.
How funny it must now be,
to see,
how desperate
for the key
to your glee
I have been…
What a sin.
And oh,
how wonderfully tragic
it all is.
Remembering
how different I was
back then,
But what gives?
I know
it isn’t like me
to be this emotional.
But overlook
my imperfections,
dear love,
it’s not notable.
My heart beats only
for these moments together.
Although I must admit,
writing has been a comfort
when you were wherever.
A myriad of stars
line the sky tonight.
so I write,
a love verse
to you.
Lift the curse,
so we too,
can be eternal.
Lift the curse,
so we too,
can be eternal.
😭 this last lineee